Approaching the To Do list with Peace
I find it hard sometimes to separate myself from my “to-do”list.
Perhaps there are some of you out there too, that go to sleep thinking of it, then wake up and quickly jot down the new things you are thinking of. There comes a time too, after weeks of the list getting longer, of the to-dos coming in hoards that I lose myself, enslaved by the daunting to do list.
The question is where is the line, or what is it about the “to-do” list that has the power to kill joy and/or your peace. What is it that pushes you into a land of unbalance, when it is suppose to be a tool to find balance and ease. How can I remain master and not slave to the list?
I think the answer lies in semantics. We are not human “doings” we are human “beings”. It is not a matter of how long or what is on your list, it is about who the person is that approaches the list. What is the mindset, the psyche, the heart of the human being. Essentially – where are you anchored?
I lose my power, my strength, my joy, when my identity and worth is tied up with what I “do” in a day – especially all the things I think I “should” be doing (oh that dreaded word!). My real worth is who am I being? What state of heart and mind do I approach the day with? What confidence in Life do I move from? Am I linked to my direct Power, Life, as I approach the list or any task I am presented with?
While there are things to be done, can it be your Soul that greets them dancing?
While there are emails and phone calls and planning and doing, can you objectively see them from the temple that you dwell within in your expansive and universal heart?
Can you create, look, approach a list with an indescribable peace emanating from your Soul, where you see it just as it is,words on paper.
Your true reminders don’t come from your notepads or phones. They come from within.
The true “doing” comes in the spaces that you leave in your schedule. The spaces in your “to-dos” and in your mind. For this is the space that the Divine has to come and manage all the details you might think are your responsibility.
No offense, but this is the Divine that arranges planets and tides and photosynthesis and birth.
Don’t you think it could manage the details of your day too?
Perhaps its time I turn over the reigns and greet the Divine in all the unknown it is shrouded in.